hari itu

salam uolls.
alang nak bercerita ni,sudila kiranye baca ye ;)

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lepas I update pasal fashionista #2
I got a call from malaysia,my lil sis
rasa cuak sebab takpernah dapat call pon from numb malaysia
I felt something strange
my sis told me to be patient,strong,
okay,
my mom meninggal dunia
after struggling about 5 months with stroke
okay,
I felt a big stone crushed my heart
this is much more pain than when my crush lied on me
much more.

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I cari tiket nak balik malaysia
walau sebenarnya I takmahu susahkan family nak pick me up at KLIA
3 hours journey not added with traffic jammed
pfftt
I wish I could live beside the KLIA.
reaching home
I felt relieve when I saw all my 6 siblings
they act like nothing happen or
they dont understand yet
that their mother will not come home forever

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we went to grave
reciting yassin together
before preparing for kenduri tahlil
for 7 days and 7 nights.

I do believe that everything happen to me and to all of us,
there is something arranged
about my failure,I didnt tell anyone in my family yet
let it be my secret till the end
as it is my fault
so I need to take a full responsibility on it.

alfatehah for my late mom.
dear Allah,please keep her with mereka yang beriman.

p/s:kasih ibu bawa ke syurga.
#sayangi ibu anda,jaga mereka sebaiknya sebelum terlewat ;)